SPIRITUAL ABUSE IN THE CHURCHES
Prov. 18:19. A brother offended is harder to be won than a strong city; and their contentions are like the bars of a castle..
I have been there, battered in the churches and also in a marriage, which was very abusive, mentally & physically. Read or listen to my testimony & read some of my messages you will see how the church people left me wounded and bewildered, I don't tell the half of it. Some even trying to mold me into a spiritual whore (fleshly worship). My messages is to help others that is and has been battered in the churches by devils & deceiving spirits and how to detect them. All my mistakes I pray will be a stepping stone for you to get closer to God. I have certainly been chosen out of the furnace of affliction and fires.
For, I believe, it has been all for the making of me and others, so we can & will be willing to die out to our will and allow God to cry loud and spare not against the false doctrines, deceivers, blind leaders.
2 kings 7:3..And there were four leprous men at the entering in of the gate; and they said one to another, Why sit we here until we die? 2. If we say, We will enter into the city, then the famine is in the city, an we shall die there; and if we sit here, we die also. Now therefore come, and let us fall unto the host of the Syrians: if they save us alive, we shall live; and if they kill us, we shall but die.
When you realize what the devil has done, (including myself), and has stolen and took from you. When you get sick and tired of the devil defeating you and making you miserable. He has drove you to your wits end and you feel like you are going over the edge (I been there). You have got to rise up like the leprous men did. Because if you don't you are going to end up in the nut house (I was headed there). I will warn you of what is going to happen when you make up your mind to seek God, live, die, sink or swim. Don't forget if you don't make up your mind to fight, the devil is going to take you down anyway honey, he's not coming to play checkers. It's either taking a chance of dying in the war, to get your house back or die at the hand of the enemy either way, like the leprous. For the enemy will kill you with diseases, mental disorder, suicide, drugs, how ever he can kill you.
At least you have a chance by seeking God, for God will help, hear your cry and fight for you. Don't think you are going to ware the heavy weight belt the first few times you pray either. The heavy weight belt means having power over all devils. For you are on a long journey back home, you will earn your belt, by the battles you fight & by keeping the faith. You will have to come out of Egypt bondage again (getting free from the bondage & slavery of sin). When you start dedicating yourself in prayer, fasting, reading, obeying. The devil will challenge you, you may as well get ready for many battles.
Sorry I know you don't want to fight, but this goes with it, you've got to be willing to fight. He is going to use people to hurt, abuse, anything he can do to get them to cause you to draw back, which means, to get you to stop praying, cause this is where you fight on your knees. Satan uses the people close to you, for they can hurt you the most. Psalm 55:12. For it was not an enemy that reproached me; then I could have borne it; neither was it he that hated me that did magnify himself against me; then I would have hid myself from him. 13. But it was thou, a man mine equal, my guide, and mine acquaintance. 14. We took sweet counsel together, and walked unto the house of God in company.
Remember Jesus betrayed by a kiss, one that ate with him. We all will face the same things. You must keep love as Jesus did, no matter what men do to you. To be able to keep love, peace, faith, fruits of Spirit. We must pray every time the enemy throws us a punch. The only time you hurt is from the punch to the prayer closet, cause when you give it to God he removes it and puts his peace, love & a smile back on your face. The way you know that you have prayed through and got the victory, is when you can come back into the room where the person that done you dirty is, and you can smile and love them as though they have not done a thing. Until you can do that you have not gotten the victory through Jesus. Not put on or trying to love
them, but it is actually gone. Trying to love them is (Harlot religion), doing it in your flesh, it's not real, it's still there. When the Lord removes it, then it is gone, flesh didn't have nothing to do with it. This happens when you humble yourself and pray, willing to allow God to remove it from your heart. Thats the hard part, to be willing to humble yourself and turn the other cheek, by going and praying instead of fighting back. For God is love & we must keep our first love to make it.
If you want your house back you must be willing to fight, press, push against all odds to pray & die daily. Most Christians think if they are faithful to a church building, then they are faithful to God & on their way to heaven. It's not being faithful to a dead building honey, but to God. A relationship with him, by dying daily, keeping that flesh dead. I Cor.10:3 And though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. When you run into so called Christians in town, they have long hair, long dress, and a long sad face, or in pants which ever way they dress and they look defeated and have a peacock attitude, WHY? Because they are in misery, they are defeated Christians trying to live it their selves.
They have not been praying and allowing God to crucify their miserable flesh. So therefore, they try to live right. Which is impossible, they look like they could kill you when they pass by you, they hate seeing a smile on your face. Because they are so miserable...Religious dead men. They are in bondage to their flesh, because they refuse to pray through. Rom. 6:16. Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey.
Meaning if you yield to the flesh will and allowing it to stop you from praying through, then you have come in bondage to your flesh. Which is the Adam (sinful) nature, you are then backslide. They are neither cold nor hot and God will spue them out of his mouth (Rev.3:15,16). But remember Rev.2:4 Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. 5. Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove they candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. Good news if you stay in the war and fight it want last forever, you will reach Canaan land a place where there is milk and honey. You
will have power over all devils, your battle in the flesh will end and you will be fighting for others. You have learned to not get lazy in prayer and your flesh and other things can not stop you at all. You pray no matter what and delight in praying, because you have found the gold mine. Instead of praying to get out of hell, you are praying for more of God. Which is relationship with Jesus keeping your first love above all then loving your neighbor as your self. You are willing to die in the battle for his sheep, laying down your life, taking up the cross and following Jesus. Which means
keeping your flesh crucified by yielding to the Holy Ghost daily. You are now a one hundred percent believer with signs following your ministry, Satan has been defeated, he can't touch you. You have made it across the finish line and now you must take the anointing that you have obtained and give it to the little sheep that is also, trying to make it across the finish line. For the devil is laying many traps for them, to keep them from making it to Canaan, where signs will follow them. You must help them make it, doing what ever God anoints you to do..Because if, it had not been for the mature Christians, with signs following them, helping you! "YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER MADE IT EITHER, FOR WE CANNOT MAKE IT ALONE".
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